How did humans get here? What is the meaning of life? Where did everything originate? Etc.

Throughout my life I have wanted to feel loved and wanted, but I never really got that feeling from my family.... I felt distant, left out and unwanted. I often use to look at my reflection in the mirror and try to look deep inside myself to try and understand what was really going on in my head (it didn't work).

From an early age I had been a victim of abuse from certain members of my family. As the years went by this family member would try to get to know me more, and started to tell me all these predictions (because he said he was a clairvoyant/medium), I thought well if all the family believes in him then it must be true

Then one day we were alone in my house, suddenly he propositioned me for sex I thought he was testing me playing.... I looked at his face and realised that it was a genuine question. I was so shocked. Then he walked over to me and held a £20 note in his hand.... He said "Here" and offered it to me I said, "what is that for?" he replied saying "IT IS TO KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT!"

A couple of months after I started college, a fresh start for me, a change to get somewhere in life. There I met My Ex-boyfriend.... We went out for a year but it wasn't successful, I knew something was missing (there was always something missing in my life but I couldn't put my finger on it!) so we decided to call it a day. Then I went to a different college and there I met my fiancée.

He started to witness to me because he felt concerned because I was a non-believer at the time and he told me about God and what he has to offer and I was really interested. I told him what I believed in and he said that I could have a personal relationship with God if I wanted to, so I thought yeah why not, so we prayed and I asked Jesus to come into my life (not knowing what was going to happen).

After this I felt happy and an indescribable feeling of freedom and as if a whole weight had been lifted off my shoulders, I couldn't wait to tell every body! There were times with my walk with the lord where I thought "is it all worth it?" "Am I in some sort of religious cult?"...But God revealed to me that I wasn't and YES IT IS WORTH IT! At the end of the day I dont want to take the risk. I just believe in what the bible teaches (GODS OWN WORD!). And through his word all my questions as a child and even now are being answered!

I thank Jesus every day for my salvation because I know that I can only be saved and go to see the father through HIM Jesus Christ! John 14:6 " I am the WAY, the TRUTH and the LIFE! NO ONE COMES TO THE FATHER EXCEPT THROUGH ME!"

I did what Jesus commanded and many of his deciples did...Repent Believe in Jesus Christ the saviour and forgiver of sins and be baptised! I repented from my sins and accepted Jesus into my life on January 24th; I got baptised on August the 4th 2001!

I pray that whoever reads this testimony and wants to have a personal relation ship with Jesus and the father just like myself and many other believers do, then you declare it! STAND UP AND BE COUNTED!